In March of 2020, my husband held my ponytail, while I puked.
The first 12 days of March, I didn’t sleep more than an hour or two, on any given night. My mind was so blown — struggling to comprehend what was happening, and what it meant — that I could not fall asleep no matter how tired I was.
(I know I’m not the only one. When I interviewed former Wall Streeter and MBA Leslie Manookian earlier this year, she said starting in March of 2020, she cried for six months and spent a lot of time in the fetal position … before coming out of her shock and horror, to get in the trenches of the freedom fight.)
Red pilling is like that. As you learn how much of what you thought to be true — is actually lies. My husband John had been “way down the rabbit hole” for many years, but if he ever started telling me that Black Lives Matter (BLM) is a white-supremacist cover story “using” black people, or that 9/11 was an inside job, I’d show my disinterest by saying,
“Babe. Stop. You sound like a conspiracy theorist.”
He isn’t a guy to really push, so he would just stop talking about it. I think he was almost happy, or at least felt less alone, when the plandemic lie woke me up to how many other lies we’ve been fed.
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Screaming About the Lie Since February 2020
I did not for one single second believe that suddenly and spontaneously, there was this virus that meant we had to shut down all the small businesses, and that it was a good idea to send everyone home and pay them to do nothing for a year.
(Well, “two weeks to flatten the curve” that became more like “two years to ruin your life.”)
And every Western nation’s head of state was chanting “Build Back Better,” while leaving us in a “state of emergency” for years (still!) after Covid-19 was even a real threat.
I’d been tracking the story before the virus ever hit American shores. I was screaming that it was a lie, on social media, in February of 2020! (If you’re bored, you can go fact check me on that.)
Then, we had Patient #1 in America, and things went from terrible, to insane. The draconian rules became so utterly ridiculous that I could not believe a single person was falling for them.
Here were a few of the stepping-stones on our collective road to lunacy:
Dropping like flies in Wuhan
Remember when China began releasing those videos of people keeling over dead while walking down the streets? (Surely, once Covid-19 showed up here, people must have figured out that it doesn’t work like that?)
Source: https://www.tasnimnews.com/en/news/2020/01/24/2188257/disturbing-footages-show-people-collapsing-in-virus-hit-chinese-city-of-wuhan
The PCR inventor tried to tell us …
I remember when I first saw that video of Kary Mullis, the inventor of the polymerase chain reaction technique (PCR), explaining that the process was never meant to diagnose infectious disease or tell you if you’re sick. (Oops, then he died in August of 2019, conveniently silenced a couple months before they rolled out the plandemic and then used his technology as the sole basis for countless tyrannies.)
“Two weeks to flatten the curve …”
Then a coordinated global media pushed the incredibly far-fetched idea that if we all just went home for two weeks, and didn’t leave the house, we’d be rescued from the scary virus? (Actual doctors and scientists helped spread this mythology, despite its total impossibility. Incredibly, most still toe the line on the whole narrative.)
Oops, we meant 8 months!
I shook my head in disbelief as I watched the world around me swallow their lie — wholesale — that if we could just extend the lockdown another 8 months (till an injection was rushed to us without any real safety testing) we’d be “safe and protected.”
Thousands of coronavirus patents were revealed
Did you catch when the hundreds of virus and vax-related patents began coming into public view? Dr. David Martin blew the lid off that story in October of 2021:
Source: https://childrenshealthdefense.org/defender/david-martin-patents-recombinant-coronavirus/
Voices of Sanity, Shouting Into the Wind
While the crimes against humanity continued to roll out, many medical and scientific professionals made valiant attempts to be heard. Though you wouldn’t know it if all your news came from the boob tube, 17,000 doctors and healthcare workers signed The Great Barrington Declaration in October 2020, calling for sane measures to reopen society while protecting the vulnerable.
(Sadly, the declaration, and countless other attempts to shine light in dark corners, made little to no difference. Every day, for a year or more, I’d wake up into the new dystopia, thinking, “TODAY is the day that the rest of the scientists and doctors stop acting like brainwashed morons.”
But, nope. Those who did got fired and/or had their credentials attacked. And no competing narrative was entertained in any mainstream media outlet.)
I Started Listening … and Learning
So yeah, I saw all of this coming, early on. It was all so clearly a lie, to me, that after not sleeping for 12 days straight (obsessively watching and reading content, even David Icke’s, I was willing to listen to ANYBODY who had a theory about WTH was going on here) …
… my next question became, “If they lied about THIS — if they orchestrated something THIS BIG all over the world — what else have they been lying about??”
Suddenly, I wanted to talk to those “conspiracy theorists” who believed 9/11 was an inside job.
(Turns out, it’s beyond obvious that it was. And not because I believe everything I read on the internet. You’ve probably noticed, I’m one of the most cynical people you know.) (I’m a blast at a cocktail party! Just kidding.)
A deep dive into 9/11 yielded cold, hard proof that I don’t think anyone could possibly avoid concluding, if they actually researched it rather than letting the media think for them — that these 17 Saudis didn't just crash two airplanes into two skyscrapers and cause them to incinerate, then implode, then turn to talcum powder.
(Wait, that Building #7 which no plane hit, also imploded.)
Wearing my new “awakened” glasses, the January 6 “insurrection” story was so immediately, patently fake and orchestrated, a classic “false flag” event, that I then also wanted to learn what really happened in Las Vegas.
When supposedly a lone gunman killed 59 and injured hundreds of people from the 32nd floor of Mandalay Bay.
Then I wanted to learn what those people know, who question the whole story at Sandy Hook. (And yes, I’m absolutely aware that people really did die there. And in Las Vegas, too. “False flag” doesn’t mean nobody died.)
Holodomor … How Could I Not Have Known?
I learned about the Holodomor genocide in Ukraine, where Stalin in three separate events literally murdered and starved to death 10 million Ukrainian Christians in the 1930s, and was furious to realize I had to study a unit on the Holocaust every year in junior high and high school —
— but they grossly inflated the numbers of that genocide, while nobody taught us about a genocide happening around the same time “across the pond” — because it was a genocide of a different culture?
That couldn’t be possible, could it? That history teachers would just “teach from the book,” never protesting that their curriculum omitted an atrocity that killed likely 500%+ more people than the Holocaust did?
They did, though. You can “red pill” on the Holodomor in this 15-minute condensed documentary:
I met a teacher recently who took it upon herself to add content on the Holodomor, despite it being in zero history books taught in schools.
(Kind of like how those lonely voices in science and medicine began messaging me, in March of 2020, agreeing with me that we were being lied to, but silent at work, fearing for their jobs.)
We had to focus exclusively on the persecution of the Jews, in school. The genocides and persecutions of Christians are irrelevant to the publishers of history books. Why?
Curiouser and Curiouser
And if they’re cooking the history books to indoctrinate the kids, at this point, hell, I’ll even talk to the Flat Earthers.
If you want to know why plenty of smart, educated people believe the Earth isn’t actually round, but rather, a dome with a firmament, watch The Lost History of Earth, a 5-hour documentary that kind of blew my mind:
Not just the part about what astronomy is (which is clearly not what we’ve been taught), but also the part about what energy used to be (think clean, free, abundant) … long before the 1860 to 1910 period prior to the last “industrial revolution.”
Save that video and be sure to note the dozens and dozens of photos of massive, gorgeous buildings all over the world, hundreds of years old, which could not be built with today’s technology.
Don’t talk to the normies; they won’t watch, listen, or consider — they’ll just run hit pieces on you and gaslight you and stop talking to you.
If you look in mainstream media, you will always find them picking out the oddest duck, living out of his car, at the Flat Earth conference, easy pickings for gaslighting — not the scientists and educated professionals and pilots who question the round-earth astronomy narrative. (You were taught it in school, so it must be true.)
And then I was willing to start listening to the Climate Change Denialists. That whole narrative had always been so confusing to me, since we were told in the ’80s that our hairspray would destroy the “ozone layer,” and then Al Gore told us that all the glaciers would melt and we’d drown by 2020. Obviously both have turned out to be false.
And of course, when people started discovering that “global warming” isn’t really true, since many areas aren’t warming at all and some areas are actually cooling — so they rebranded it “climate change.”
But whatever — they’ve practically “done a 180” — the point is, it’s all your fault, you drivers of cars!
And you beef eaters! Don’t you know that cows fart and cause the “greenhouse effect” and therefore climate change?
The WEF just listed its favorite partners: Exxon Mobile is in the top 10, and Tesla isn’t even on the list. (If this is really about cleaning up the planet, how does that make sense?)
It’s getting to the point where if a UFO with green creatures made of Jell-O lands in my backyard, I may not be surprised.
I’ll Take Truth (at Any Cost) … How About You?
I’m not sure if my new “awake” status gets me anything besides a lot of outrage and the loss of my innocence and a portion of my emotional health — but I’d always rather know the truth. At any cost.
How about you? Where do you draw the line? You’ll listen to the 9/11 people, but not the Flat Earthers?
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Please note the article was updated after publishing to include a link about the Holodomor, which was missing in the original version. We apologize for any inconvenience. Here's the link to the video https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sr5WkhEiqcY&t=1s
I’ll take the truth, please. I’ve listened to them all-everyone pushing an agenda other than the trend. They all have a degree of truth in some form. Being an avid researcher on all things health related, I was already open to the idea of the evil that existed to harm us. But, come spring 2020 I had know idea the info that came knocking on my door would leave me sobbing daily. That was the true beginning to my red-pill awakening. I’ve learned so much in the past 2 1/2+ years since then. I believe most people now have at least an idea that the world is “off” even if they don’t know any more than that. An event will soon bring us together, on a level playing field, allowing us to create a future greater than we could fathom. Until then, I will practice being kind to all and remembering that it is always about the children, for THEY are our future.